| Damn Wreck |
[Jan. 19th, 2009|03:17 am] |
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Well we were going through a toll in New orleans, Brooke, me and my sis and a damn MACK Garbage truck hit us from behind. I can honestly say when I woke up I truly felt like a Mack truck hit me... |
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| halloween 2008 |
[Nov. 4th, 2008|10:56 pm] |
Our group did wizard of oz and won 3rd place..... |
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| My Gustav memory |
[Sep. 18th, 2008|10:44 pm] |
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Well I slipped and busted my ass in the mud at my house helping my parents move stuff out our flooded home. Note to self never wear flip flops when doing demo work.... |
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| Life |
[Jul. 30th, 2008|11:25 pm] |
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Its funny how as children we play the game of life and we get the student loans, choose our home, our salary, and our occupation. By the end of the game you have a mini van full of children and you have them piled on top of each other without any place for them inside of the vehicle. Life will bring us in contact with many of people. People we grow to hate and others we never want out of our lives. I hate the drama and i'm ready to find the one that I am meant to be with and who will treat me that way I need to be treated while this other lame people are being screwed over in front of their lame faces and deal with it everyday.... Ha not I bitches |
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| Stupid bitches |
[Jul. 16th, 2008|09:55 pm] |
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I think its so funny how stupid girls are. They take peoples word and always thing the woman is the one that is the problem... ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm no the dumb fuck you are fuckin with is the problem. Grow the fuck up and get smart and move the fuck on just like every other female out there. He is never going to change dumb one. This is for all those dumb ones out there |
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| Move night |
[Jul. 1st, 2008|09:43 am] |
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I'm going to see hancock tonight... Can't wait........
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| Changes at work |
[Jun. 29th, 2008|11:28 pm] |
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Well someone got fired and I got a new BIG cube....... |
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| Going on a Trip |
[May. 21st, 2008|09:48 am] |
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Well I'm going to Clarksville, TN to pick up Katie on Friday... I will be returning on Monday.... I'm tired of the stress and drama hopefully it will be gone by then. |
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| Take A Bow |
[May. 19th, 2008|09:45 pm] |
This song goes out to those two men out there and they know who they are. One was in my life and the other in my friends. We are two free bitches. LOL
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| Thunders Tavern |
[May. 17th, 2008|11:57 pm] |
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| |  refreshed | ] |
Well I went to Thunders last night and it was pretty cool. I had some personal issues going on while I was there that put me under the weather but other then that it was nice and I truly enjoyed the music. Out of Stereoside and midnight to twelve, I truly liked midnight to twelve better. I didn't feel like I had someone screaming at me the whole time. Well I have found a like for this type of music genre and I hope to be listening to more of it in the future. |
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| Niah Telise Martin |
[May. 16th, 2008|01:41 am] |
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Well one more week until I get to see my Niah. My best friend moved back home after having a baby and I miss them both.... Get to see them in a week.
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| Woody's Bday! |
[May. 16th, 2008|01:21 am] |
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Well we went out to eat for J's Birthday. We went and ate sushi and then went and watched a movie. LOL what happens in Vegas, needless to say it was a great freaking movie. Well drama broke out and I supposedly have all of this evidence to give his girlfriend which I wish I knew what it was. Well I'm sitting here finishing up some school work talking to a friend and texting rena. |
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| Thinking |
[May. 14th, 2008|10:59 pm] |
The thought of not knowing what to do kills me. I hate the lies or the silence, I truly wonder what I have to do to truly make him understand that I care. Sometimes I want to give up and maybe one day I will, but I guess until that day comes I will have to be here for when he needs me to talk, or to pick him up when things go wrong. I know that I am always second but it does bother me when he talks about how it hurts him to see me with another man but yet he wont make me his. I hear him talk about his problems and how he doesn't want to be with a certain girl but yet hes with her and goes back to her even after the problems. This should be signs to be that maybe what I want to happen will never happen no matter how slow we take things. All I can do is hope that either he changes and chooses me or I will have to make the decision to be a friend and keep the feelings out of it or keep being number two and dealing with it. I think the end result will be a friend that occasionally comes around. I hope that isn't what this comes to because I don't want to make it come to that. |
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| The truthfull week with JW.......... |
[Nov. 10th, 2007|11:55 pm] |
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| | My room | ] |
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| |  relieved | ] |
Sunday: Came in town at 3am and came to my house and stayed the night, left monday morning.....
Tuesday: Came and met me at wal-mart while me, edith, and Karrie were looking for costumes for work..... Rode with me to D'Iberville to bring edith home then we went and hung out where he left a fuckin hicky on my neck that made me mad....
Wednesday: I left work early, I brought amy home and met jason at Barnes and nobles where I bought Mormanism for Dumbies.... Then me and him went to the movies to see Saw IV. Then we went to Ihop so he could have pumpkin pancakes :).......
Thursday: I got off of work and he came and stayed with me and left Friday at noon....
Saturday: Came and picked me up from the 3rd floor of the parking garage and he stopped and got something to eat and then we came back to my house and he stayed the night until he left Sunday morning at 11.....
We did everything but fuck......is that better.....but anything else that could happen between 2 people happened... So thats the truth of the week JW came home............. |
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| Feelings |
[Sep. 22nd, 2007|11:57 pm] |
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| | My bed | ] |
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~I wonder if its wrong to keep feelings for someone you know may never love you.... Is it wrong to hope that the love they have for someone else will not work out? I feel that every day of my life. Every relationship I have been in since the day I looked into your eyes has not made me happy. All I can remember is the softness of your skin and the softness of your kiss. I also love the way you can make me so happy by doing something so simple as touching my hand just to let me know you are next to me. Sometimes things in life happen for a reason. If its meant to be it will happen. I hope that one day the person will see that they try so hard to make something work that always ends up failing and hurting him in the long run. Hopefully that person can give me a chance to make him happy, truly happy. But if this is unable to happen I would not want to lose this person as my friend......
You were always so perfect to me,
so soft and gentle,
cherishing you instantly,
without a second glance,
I never distrusted those eyes,
that lied to me continuously,
I promised you I'd always try,
but slowly you were losing me.
I would always have given you anything,
just to keep your interest,
stopping my heart from remembering,
all the pain you caused,
I never pulled away from that kiss,
that held a painful hint of truth,
Maybe you'd be too hard to miss,
so I said I was still in love with you.
I wanted more than just the infatuation,
that you found in me.
You said love was only a distraction,
that you really didn't need,
so I cried myself to sleep,
knowing the times we shared must end.
You couldn't let emotion run deep,
you said you made love to me, as a friend.
But eventually, my love,
friendships fade, too,
and I can't make love and walk away,
pretending I don't love you.
Never once did I push you away,
but everything comes to end,
so all that's left to say,
is goodbye,
I loved loving you, my friend. |
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| The big move |
[Sep. 22nd, 2007|09:04 pm] |
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Well i moved to longbeach....... Way to be on my own its nice kinda gets lonely sometime. Hopefully I will find that specail person one day and fall in love be happy and get married... Thats my hopes and dreams.... Crazy huh... Well thats all for now |
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| Life! |
[May. 11th, 2007|11:44 pm] |
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Well i'm done with school for the summer thank you lord. My last day at belk is Sunday i'm nervous but i need the break. I start my new job at global on Monday. I cant wait for that! Well now I have time to hang out with friends since im off every weekend. That will be so nice i will not know what to do with all my time. Thursday I went to graduation and saw rena walk, well i didnt see her walk cuz i was out in the hot ass heat showin her dad where the car was cuz some jackass blocked him in. He woke me up from a 2 hr nap. i was knocked out when the governor was talkin bout some real bullshit. Well thats the normal life shit im going through and will update soon. |
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| ONE WEEK LEFT |
[Dec. 5th, 2006|12:04 pm] |
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YEA ITS ABOUT THAT TIME ONLY ONE WEEK LEFT OF SCHOOL. IM SO FREAKIN HAPPY! SCHOOL HAS ME SO WORN OUT ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY. WELL THERE ISNT ANY MAN IN MY LIFE I GUESS I REALLY DONT HAVE TIME FOR THEM, PLUS IM TRYIN TO GET OVER ONE CERTAIN GUY. ITS WEIRD HOW THINGS IN YOUR LIFE CAN CHANGE SO FAST. WELL MY MOMS FRIEND JUST HAD A BABY AND IM SO HAPPY SHE FINALLY HAD ONE. WELL I CANT WAIT TILL IM ABLE TO HAVE ONE I TRULY WANT A CHILD I JUST WANT ONE WITH THE RIGHT MAN. I DONT CARE IF THEY HAVE ALL THE MONEY IN THE WORLD I JUST WANT A MAN WHO WILL LOVE ME FOR ME AND BE ABLE TO BE A GOOD FATHER |
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| HAPPINESS |
[Nov. 7th, 2006|11:24 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | At home in bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hey Girl By: Damian Marley | ] |
I worked today on my dad off so i was kinda bumed out but my baby called me and i went and hung out with him before work. We hung out until he actually had to walk into the doors at work. I truly am starting to like Andre'! Hes helping me get over certain assholes and he likes me and wants to do anything to make me happy. Which is GREAT! Well me Andre' and annmarie are going to New Orleans Saturday to hit up bourban st. Here we come to get buck wild! I love Jamaican men! They know how to treat a woman! |
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